my most pointless freakout

[veggievampire1918]

I used to have horrible anger and anxsiety problems, im better about the anger but the anxsiety im still working on, so one of my totally rediculous freakouts (and now that I look back I cant understand why the I was so mad) was one time the fam was havin a cook out and I had my soccer ball out and im was about to kick it then my cusin came up and kicked it before I did, and for some reason I got so pissed I tackled him and hit him in the face and started hyper ventleating so my mom made me go in the house so I ran upstairs to my room and started trowing and tairing up everything and my vision started to blurr and my anxsiety kicked in, and for those who don't have this problem, its really scary if you get very emosional its really hard to thing ur mind goes blank you cant breath then you have a complete out of body expirence, like what Stephen said, when he gets that mad he doesnt know exsacly what hes doin, for all I know I could of shoved a remote up my butt to. so before you know it I was hyperventalating so bad I litterally sall dots then passed out. alll because my cusin kicked my ball, so I understand him